| i'm at a standstill.
i'm not really sure what's expected out of me
or what i should expect from myself
life's tricks and turns
it's all what i make it
but what do i want to make it
it's getting a little late to still be debating on what i want to be when i grow up
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| it's been a very long time
a lot has changed
get to know me.
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| the other night
i was laying in my bed trying to go to sleep
and i got scared,
like genuinely afraid, because i was thinking about dying
and now when i die if god doesn't exist, then nothing happens
i just lay there. my time is done
i tried to rationalize and say i wouldn't know that my time was over
but it's still really scary for me to think that when i die
it's over
i never want it to end
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| the worse feeling i've had reacently
is that the more friends the get
the more alone i feel
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